3rd post of the day.... hmmm.... after we came back form KL.... I went to Junhong's chalet... as expected... got a lot of food there... everyone seems tired that night... didnt really played any games or whatever... the organiser had a hard time.... I got to find out more about those changi chalets... quite a nice place to go... but of course the best is to have a vehicle.... I dropped off at a wrong place and had to walk all the way in with lian lian.. think she is tired of walking.. but she still walks in with me... without any complains... she might decide to kill me after reading this post....
Big foot in singapore.... taken near Junhong's chalet.... nothing to do... so bo liao... took some pictures... duhz.... ok.. enough of blogging... I shall go bathe le... later go rest awhile more....feel like reading books... but got no good books at home... tomolo shall go library...
Hohoho.... KL trip was fun... bought some clothes, went shopping at LOT10, Sungei Wang, The Curve, Mid Valley, 1Utama... the shopping centres there are sooooo big... that we cant even finish shopping there.... except for LOT10... the rest are left unfinished... too big le... but was really fun.. watched Aeon Flux and King Kong there... great... the cinemas standards are around the same as singapore's.... but the ticket prices are so far apart!!!... RM26 for Couple twin seats.... around 12 S dollars.... in SIngapore... such seats cost at least 16 each person! Spent around SG 500 dollars there... food plus hotel... worth it.. most of the money was spent on gifts for my family... wallet for father... louis vuitton handbags for mum and sis.... a t shirt for brother.... and other gifts for friends... shall go to genting sometime next year... when there is time and money.... the bus ride over there was tiring... but with a funny gal around.. it was not so bored.... Well.... the 4 of us.... wandering around in KL...it should be 1st day if i am not wrong.... all of us had a great time there...
The year is ending soon.... Christmas is round the corner...Thought i should ask myself what have i achieved during the year... and what i am looking for next year? Shall go and learn more things? Airborne?... Military drving license?... well there are still plenty to do... sorting out a lot of stuffs.... currently a lot happened at home... need time for the things to settle down... for the past 2 days since my leaves started.... i only slept for around 2 to3 hours... sleepy mans.....Staying at home backing up computer stuffs.... wow.... dvds.... not enough.... need more space ... too much stuffs.... still have to be part tmie househusband..... sianz.... need to gain at least 10kg.... die lah... where to find so much muslces? or fats? or whatever.... i cant go running.... weight will go down further.... think i must go find more food to eat....Lian Lian.. always didnt online... hard to keep contact with her.... she also soooo... busy... difficult to contact her... the oversea calls are expensive.... New year coming... need to do some house cleaning.... 1 day of 2006.... i will be working 24hours... cant believe my luck... so sad.... haiz.....Going ovesea to Kuala Lumpur on 20th... looking forward to the day.... going to have some fun there... probably might go genting... shall buy some small christmas presents....ZZzzzzz...........
Today morning.... lian lian.. went home liaoz..... smsed her but she did not reply... dun know why...... hmmm... sianz... i will nua at home.....Afternoon.... went out with friends to play squash at St Wilfred sports complex.... quite a tiring game.... hips pain pain.... aching..... after squash.... we had a extremely heavy lunch.... very fun..... at least my saturday is not wasted.... great day! Drinking Red Bull now.... too shagged.... sleeping soon.... lian still haven reply me.... haiz.... tomorrow have to go back to work.... lian after reading this .. must get back to me quick.... haiz.... hougang plaza's bowling alley was gone.... i jus know it today... such a surprise!!!! cant believe it.... it is such a nice place to bowl..... nvm.... wasted... no point going to hougang plaza anymore.... hahaha.... tomolo would be a fun day... lots to do!
My day cant be any worst than today.........0500HRSWoke up by baby..... he keep barking.... i cant sleep.... surpose to wake up at 0630HRS to prepare to go BISHAN stadium by 0800HRS for the relay heat.0730HRSGot delayed by baby again.... in the end i left home at around 0730HRS... definitely late if i take bus.... so in the end take cab, reached BISHAN stadium at 0755HRS.... wow very fast.... but when i went inside the stadium... i see no one there yet... I am the earliest.... Haizz.... i could have rested more.. extremely tired after so much extra trainings these few days.... my mood also not very good and stable.0845HRSEveryone reached the stadium.... and we started warming up.... running 2 rounds the sports track... total 800m.... at around 0920HRS the 1st heats group started to run.... next the 2nd team is our turn.... after everything ended.... we were placed the 10th team.... only 1st 8 teams can enter the actual final competition. Quite disappointed, as we did not really have time to train our running... and we wanted to at least get some results.... but too bad... 1st failure.1030HRSWe headed back to camp..... went back for last cheerleading practise to have a run through of our routines.... hoping nothing will go wrong later in the actual competition. We have sacrificed a lot of our time for this competition... so at least must win something.1215HRSWe ended our cheerleading practise... the last one.... and last ever.... next year we are most likely not doing it again. We will Give our best shot this year!1345HRSWe reached BISHAN stadium for the marched past of all the participating teams from the different ministries. We were late... should have reached by 1315HRS...... We ran our way to the stadium. 1400Hrs to 1700HRSWe shouted our loudest to cheer for the teams..... I lost my voice partially.1715HRSOur competition finally started.... we performed acceptably.... not extremely good also.... 1750HRSAfter we heard our results.... 3rd placed in a 3 team competition... meaning the last.... 2nd failure of the day.... i really very upset liao.... and tired.... putting so much effort and all comes to nothing.... i just wanted to rest... dun wish to do anything else leh..... throughout the week already have enough disappointments leh..... initial failure being unable to go for the airborne course.... haiz.... i should just sit one corner and do nothing.... and reflects about what went wrong.....1800HRSWent out with Lian Lian.... things are alright initially.... after which i think we got into some sort of small arguements.... she decided to not talk to me leh.... i dun know what to do.... dun really understand what i did wrong by going for window shopping instead of going home. Dun wish to go home at this time.... very sianz.... Anyway shopped till around 2030HRS... we headed home.... haiz... now i at home doing nothing.... I am tired... but having had so much disappointments..... i dun wish to sleep yet.... 2140HRSDoing nothing.
Today I went to the Air Borne Selection..... ready to pass..... however..... i did not realise tat it is a completely new route to run... i lost my pacing... not really knowing whether i ran fast enough.... in the end i feel i did not put in enough effort..... i could have ran till i vomit and pass the test and went for the course on 10thNov.... hearing the results... i became so disappointed.... haiz.... after the failure in the seletion test... the more i think about it... the more frustrated i became.... knowing i could have passed it easily.... think i jus cant adapt fast enough to the environment.... sian sian sian sian sian... argh...argh...... why like tat!!!!..... why why!!!!..... everyone knows i failed it!!!..... this is considered a disgrace to me..... i shall train up myself again... those lost fitness..... i am not as fit as i was liao..... really cant forgive myself..... haiz.... wat to do..... watching ppl going for the course.... and i being left out.... was a foul feeling.... dun feel like doing anything.... went for cheerleading training this evening..... accident occured again.... one of the fliers.... got injured.... very serious... awarded into hospital.... morale was damn low.... got nothing to say liao.... today is tuesday.... the 8th..... a november in year 2005.....why are there such things happening? nothing is going right at the moment.... i shall rest in peace in my bed for the moment.
kind of getting busy because of someone else's interest..... being forced to spend time on the vastly time wasting cheerleading practices.... i got sicked of it already.... having to neglect a lot of other personal stuffs for this cheerleading.... my organisation of my time is not very good.... poorer than grace i think.... this time i must improve on that.... if not lian lian will complain liao.... i really need her understanding during these period of time... when i really busy.... till 12nov... busy with cheerleading practices... after 8 nov air borne selection... might go for course from 10 nov to 2 dec... haha... really packed liao.... not time for a lot of things... i will compensate lost time till i finish with everything... tat is the only thing i could do now.... wish me luck!!!I am willing to suffer because of love.... I am willing to wait because i forgive.... my sincerity comes from my heart.... you cant override me because everything i say is truth. I am willing to improve together with you because i believe one day we will be able to patch everythings up and get things correct. Lian Lian... thank you for being so supportive till today. Lol.... dun get tired of it ok? I am always around ok? You will be able to feel it.... but if i am lost... no one will know about it though.... hahahahaha..... think you will get angry reading this... k lah... i stop it.... copyrighted right? ok............. -shut up-
I am just too lazy to be typing blogs everynight.... jus woke up from a long sleep... it is a long long time since i last have such a long rest.... Today!!!.... why i type this day blog..... because it is my 1 monthversary...... hahahaha... it falls on the 23rd again... same day as my previous sad story..... Just wanted to put... Bao Bei.... Wo Ai Ni!... hahaha... i think she didnt know about this also.... hmmm... i will be disappointed... LoL..... Any way... thinks started off on 23rd september.... She just told me.... "Today is sunday lor..." ZzzZZzzzZzz.... i shall ignore tat... a sunday staying at home... previously promised my frens that we will be playing tennis on weekends... no i broke that promise again.... i am really bad... haiz.... cantget things right everytime... maybe i did not put in enough effort to make sure things runs well..... too lazy... too slacked... got to know some news reading my friend's blog... sms him le... but he did not reply... dun know what happen.. must go call him now... today jus started... but through out the month i am no different... great day!
On the 27th a tuesday in september 2005.... the worst thing in my career in SAF occured.... detail i would not say but i hope this would be the last time such thing is out of my control.... I wished for the best things in the company. Though it is lost and cant be found, i still thinks it is lying somewhere out there... either a sabotage for whatever.... i would do my best to ensure no such thing would happen again.=Today, going to spend the day with my dear dear... ha... i was totally worn out by everything that happened yesterday... so mentally exhausting... i felt like sleeping for long hours.. and be realxing somewhere till i clear my mind of everything... too clouded till i cant work well and think well.. too much things happened at the same time results in me realising my poor handling for situations. I appreciated things that are done by different people... who made the situtaion much more comfortable for me... Thanks A Lot! I really appreciate it. Going for a long break in november or december to settle down my mentally clouded mind... Lol... sounds serious? Anyway it is the truth... i would not want to lose friends due to situation changes... i too treasure friends... but things have different priorities to me.... i hope all friends who reads my blog can be understanding and not ignore. I would try to be as understanding as I can... busy busy busy.. frustration is starting to overtake my usual calmness... hmm... i got to do something to solve those current crisis... So all my friends take care of yourself. I would contact you when i have the freetime.... go out enjoy some soccer matches of play tennis during the weekends... -mAy tHe fOrCe bE wItH yOu-
Went to watch The Myth yesterday.... not bad... quite interesting.... good plot... lots of things happen in the cinema... went in to a wrong theatre... and ppl inside went out.... however they came back saying tat we actually are the ones who went to the wrong theatre.... hahaa.. so funny.... make ppl go out and come in... hmmm.... pop corns... everywhere.... so messy!!! hahah had a lot of fun... sight seeing at a canal is not bad at night... quite enjoyable....Lots of things needs to be taken care of in work also... .too occupied with a lot of stuffs... hahah.. hopefully i can handle them well....Take care my friends!!!!
Well.... recently met a prudential agent again.. hai.... uesless plans.... i got too much le.... hahaha... zheyan should know arh... think he also have some of these people in hand.... A lot of new songs recently... better go update all te mp3s.... repairing friends computer.... too much dvds to watch le.... too much animes le.... no time no time.... wat to do? My memory getting poorer... looking forward to tomolo's tennis game in months... hahahah..... finally can meet my friends again...The longest Yard is a super nice show... everyone who are free must go watch it... dun waste the jokes in the movie... it is really fantastic... me and my colleagues watched liao... all laughing..... ahhahah long time dun have such a show le.... must watch must watch... i recommend it..... Going out soon.... around 1pm now... tired also... knocking out le....
A lot of things happened since the last time i updated my blog, guess not much people know or read this site... Anyway i created this blog for fun.... Once again the time to clear my numerous days of leaves came... what should i do with such a long holiday? I have been busy with my job since most of my friends start their new school term. So far so good... everything is manageable... shall organise a chalet and invite all my friends to come. It has been sometime before we have such a gathering, it would be fun! Dun have much mood to type a lot... cut short. Things to look forward to: Cheerleading competition, Relay run telematch, hmm.... hopefully we win it again.
CATS invented NAPS.... GOD creates DOGs and spelled his own name backwards!.... Having great health, absolute comfort, unchartered freedom and incredible laughter and being well loved.... I would be rich without $$$... A new mood will lead us into more creativity....start something brand new everyday....do not sit still and thinks of negative thinkings....let miracles come....be a dreamer...Do amazing things like those you never done before...crack a joke everytime... do not lose your sense of humour....celebrate all gorgeous moments... be friednly and reach out to all...How to be happy in whatever you are doing now?.... the answer is 'quit'.... One must always remember how alive he/she is.... live juicy... let everyone laugh at your aliveness...Dreams ar the angels of our spirits...IMpossible means I'M possible..."I am welcomed everywhere" ... deep night air... is filled with dreams of sleeping people.....multiple naps...[[[[[i walked down a street.. there is a deep hole in the sidewalk.. i fall in....i am lost...and helpless....it isnt my fault...it takes forever to find a way outi walked down the same street.. there is a deep hole in the sidewalk.. i pretend i didnt see it.. i fall in again...cant believe i am in same place...but it isnt my fault...it still takes a long time to get out....i walked down the same street.. there is a deep hole in the sidewalk...i see it... i still fall in.. it is a habit...my eyes are open... i know where i am... it is my fault... i got out immediately...i walked down the same street.. there is a deep hole in the sidewalk.. i walked around it...i walked down another street.....]]]]]
Wow... these few weeks... busy with my work, so many things to do in camp... a lot of changes.... i must increase my adaptability..... must grow faster.... must be bigger in size. ha.... xiao you must be laughing... ok... good... nvm....Impossible = I'm possibleToo many things happen during these 2 weeks.... dun feel like typing in liao.... too much to manage.... -END-
＊深山有一块圣地 是修行的静土 里面住着出家人 众生在里面修行 参访的居士里头 和那路过的过路人 见到庄严的寺庙 恭敬顶礼拜佛脚 里面没有任何的烦恼 没有愚痴的困扰 精进用功修行不停 别问到底行不行 ＃清静的佛堂 庄严的法相 精进用功修行不停 看着佛像心生恭敬 想一想我是该修行 清静的佛堂 庄严的法相 精进用功修行不停 只要虔诚的向佛顶礼 就能还我 清静 Repeat ＊,＃ 《般若波罗密多心经》 观自在菩萨。行深般若波罗蜜多时。照见五蕴皆空。度一切苦厄。 舍利子。色不异空。空不异色。色即是空。空即是色。受想行识亦复如是。 舍利子。是诸法空相。不生不灭。不垢不净。不增不减。是故空中。无色。 Repeat ＃,＃ I am looking this song.... who have it...... 张峰奇's 寺庙.... quite a nice song.... i recommend it.. but dun have it.... so sad...* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Scenario: It was raining heavily, Guy reached meeting place punctually for his date. He waited for an hour, while waiting he called the Gal numerous times... however his date still haven't appear. Guy went home... and found out that Gal has called his home.. and left a message " We will change the meeting place to Sushi restaurant." Guy rushed over to the restaurant and found Gal reading a novel while waiting for him.Guy: Why didn't you call me directly that you changed the meeting place? Gal: Sorry i didn't want to wake you up in case you are still sleeping.....Guy : Why didn't you pick up the phone when i called you just now?Gal: ops.... sorry i forgot to charge my handphone....Guy: I waited for you in the rain for an hour...... I had reached the place punctually.....Gal: Hee.... anyway.... time spent on waiting is also considered as part of the date right?* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * ** * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * ** * * * * * * * * * * * * * My stupid course finally ended.... hopefully no more courses would come up anymore.... waste of time and money.... drooling at home.... getting the rest i needed for a long long time.... practising my singing.... it is all about hitting the high pitches.... LOL.... enjoying... right? robin-chan? hahaa....
Procrastination : One Of These Days Is None Of These Days This Day so boring..... went for the 4th day of my course... rot the whole day..... frustrated with my IC.... stupid old man.... haiz... too bad gracie not arpund to help me kill him on the spot.... Course ended finally.... ended up at jurong..... not bad.. quite fast reached camp...Heard from a friend that the movie seven sword is nice.... LOL..... not sure also... but got some funny parts.... Patience : Learn from the oysters... turning irritations..... into beautiful pearls... pearls are the essences created from patiences....Dun ask me why I put these rubbishes....... I am crazy...... -U.U-
mornin...... actually wanted to slack in bed..... but decided to get out of bed..... because someone mentioned about a POSSIBILITY of going to the new national library.... (0940) washed up le.... waiting for phone call..... (1030) no news.... so went to create a new blog site.... 1 day old onli.... not very nice yet.... (1200) sianz liaoz..... played a little gUnBoUnD... (1230) bored liao... was waiting for someone's confirmation about going to play table tennis.... actually wanted to cycle.... but she refused to.... even though it is a sunny day.... (1500) one gagas... reached le.... we played table tennis till.... she was not bad.... made me run left and right to pick ball.... small boy boy come only.... she any how play.... onli interested in those cute little boys... hahaa..... i end up running about picking ball...not bad not bad...next time can join our table tennis trainnig......(1700).... got some confusion about whether to have dinner together.... in the end... she went home and eat.... i had to ask parents to da bao.... (1745) called grace.... she met up with hongz... to get her lecture notes le.... (1806) was talking on the phone with someone in bed........ a very boring sunday.... went to bathe.... and slack at home liao..... dreadful feeling of having to go back to my stupid POI course.... the courses are getting worst.... so dry... NIE lecturers more interesting.... read so many blogs till i also blur blur liaoz.... so haiz... -Thank you ladies and gentleman!-
Woke up at about 1130 in the morning... missed my breakfast.... hungry... ate wanton mee... and started to plan for the days programme...to play tennis during late afternoon. (1130 to 1600) Listening to music, at the same time doing some house-keeping, chatting in msn, smsing frens, talking on phone.... multi-task till i also confused.... great to start a mornin like that.... played gUnBoUnD for a while... (1700) decided to go bukit timah for dinner.... (1800) went to gracie's house... waited at the bus-stop.... till my stomach started growling... saw her slowly walking towards the bus-stop... (1900).... we decided to eat at bOoN kEnG... but ended up on the bus going to bukit timah... cause bOoN kEnG food eat till sian liaoz....(1945) reached bukit timah finally... shared some secret analysis with gracie... she became so shy and filled with guilt.... LOL.... ops.... (2000) finally sat down and started to eat.... TzHeYan decided not to come and join us for dinner... 'sometime ago'.... the food is not bad.... we are already late for the tennis game at SPGG [Singapore Polytechnic Graduates Guild] (2030) finished or dinner... [interesting lecturer gracie told me about.... wanted to hammer/whack this lecturer.... full of crappy stuffs to say.... politically immoral, this kind of people will create chaos in the world by speaking up on what he feels is correct.... horrible person.... would have shut him on the spot if i am one of his students.... he was lucky this time...] duhzz... where was I.... oh.. (2035) took cab to SPGG (2050) reached SPGG... went to tennis court 1... flood lights on..... gracie too full to play.... (2110) tZhEyAn appeared out of thin air.... yah.. thin air... and used his handphone and wave at me... cause i was calling him... too detailed? LOL.... (2120) started game of tennis... jingzZz.... was good... not bad.. good swing... she is better in her fore-hand strokes... better than me at least.... i can only return the ball with both my arms at full swing... haha.... powerful gal.... 1st gal to play with me... with such potential... (2121 to 2230) thanks tZhEyAn for being a ball picker most of the time.... LOL.... he was upset about it... i know... though he would not mind picking up the balls.... but not enough time to play also... {zheyan, next time will have chance to play again but must buy ballball liaoz...} 9 tennis balls to start the game with and ended with 4 balls...... wow.... who's the culprit? ha... i cant say... i will be killed. (2240) we left SPGG after the game.... Zzzz... jingz... me.... tired.... not sure about the rest.... we played most of the time.... (2300) took bus 151 home.... nice cooling trip home.... (not sure what time) went to JaCkSoN [a place near gracie's place] for supper... ordered quite a lot with jingz.. and honghongz.... gracie's porridge day... coming to an end.... LOL.... think she loves it.... yupz.... the day ended with me sleeping at about (0400 the next day) wah.... talking to a mysterious person on the phone... LOL.... sang some songs... lousy me.... the worst singer in the uNiVeRsE... ok.... -That's all Folks-
