Saturday, November 12, 2005

12SatNov05

My day cant be any worst than today.........

0500HRS
Woke up by baby..... he keep barking.... i cant sleep.... surpose to wake up at 0630HRS to prepare to go BISHAN stadium by 0800HRS for the relay heat.

0730HRS
Got delayed by baby again.... in the end i left home at around 0730HRS... definitely late if i take bus.... so in the end take cab, reached BISHAN stadium at 0755HRS.... wow very fast.... but when i went inside the stadium... i see no one there yet... I am the earliest.... Haizz.... i could have rested more.. extremely tired after so much extra trainings these few days.... my mood also not very good and stable.

0845HRS
Everyone reached the stadium.... and we started warming up.... running 2 rounds the sports track... total 800m.... at around 0920HRS the 1st heats group started to run.... next the 2nd team is our turn.... after everything ended.... we were placed the 10th team.... only 1st 8 teams can enter the actual final competition. Quite disappointed, as we did not really have time to train our running... and we wanted to at least get some results.... but too bad... 1st failure.

1030HRS
We headed back to camp..... went back for last cheerleading practise to have a run through of our routines.... hoping nothing will go wrong later in the actual competition. We have sacrificed a lot of our time for this competition... so at least must win something.

1215HRS
We ended our cheerleading practise... the last one.... and last ever.... next year we are most likely not doing it again. We will Give our best shot this year!

1345HRS
We reached BISHAN stadium for the marched past of all the participating teams from the different ministries. We were late... should have reached by 1315HRS...... We ran our way to the stadium.

1400Hrs to 1700HRS
We shouted our loudest to cheer for the teams..... I lost my voice partially.

1715HRS
Our competition finally started.... we performed acceptably.... not extremely good also....

1750HRS
After we heard our results.... 3rd placed in a 3 team competition... meaning the last.... 2nd failure of the day.... i really very upset liao.... and tired.... putting so much effort and all comes to nothing.... i just wanted to rest... dun wish to do anything else leh..... throughout the week already have enough disappointments leh..... initial failure being unable to go for the airborne course.... haiz.... i should just sit one corner and do nothing.... and reflects about what went wrong.....

1800HRS
Went out with Lian Lian.... things are alright initially.... after which i think we got into some sort of small arguements.... she decided to not talk to me leh.... i dun know what to do.... dun really understand what i did wrong by going for window shopping instead of going home. Dun wish to go home at this time.... very sianz.... Anyway shopped till around 2030HRS... we headed home.... haiz... now i at home doing nothing.... I am tired... but having had so much disappointments..... i dun wish to sleep yet....

2140HRS
Doing nothing.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Haha take care dude, everything you do in your life, it will usually not go your way. What you see as a failure can also be culminating to a form of success in the future things you do. Look at things from a different angle and even the ugliest world will be a beautiful one. "Beauty is in the eyes of a beholder, and i believe success as well... :)"

With perseverance and commitment, you are bound to do well!

Hm... about ur lian lian mah, she is younger than you and is a girl some more ba. Guess it is a girl's privelege to have things her way, that is the way for a girl to feel loved and respected perhaps? Haha, well gd luck then and all the best!

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